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Coffee invigorated me this morning then I prayed on Hallow. I finally listened to day 25 of Marian Consecration. My meditation focused on my occasional need to talk to my mother.
Yesterday I wished I still had my mother to talk to but I don't and I called Krista, the mother of many. I did not reach her and now, today, with this passage from Hallow, I realize I do have a mother I can call upon. It's certainly not a new awareness but it IS one I forget more than I remember. I forgot it yesterday but then didn't. Note to self - In the spirit of developing a new habit, work on remembering always to go to Mary first.**********
I had high hopes that the day that has come would never arrive. But, here I am, in the unenviable position of having to support the lose of someone's job. How anyone can be so valuable and gifted and at the same time so totally self-destructive is just beyond me. I feel cold and totally shut down inside. The subject of these words has just become their own self-fulfilling prophesy. This is a step in my own personal growth that shouldn't be happening but . . . it is what it is. God help me.******** And yet more ********
An emergency meeting of the board has been called for tomorrow at 4:15. It's going to be a tough meeting.
Gosh, I pray that God gives you the strength and words to deal with this in a way that you should.
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